Today's RWISA author spotlight belongs to John Howell. John writes thriller fiction as well as poetry and short stories. Here is a short story entitled "Last Night." Enjoy! :-)
So, with nothing better to do, I
figure I’ll stop at Jerry’s place and grab a couple of drinks and a burger.
Usually, I don’t go there on Saturday night since there’s a crapload of
amateurs taking up what would be considered prime space. I figure since this is
a Friday and close to Saturday, it may be packed, but not as crazy as Saturday.
It’s the kind of place where everyone minds their business. They’re there for a
good time and will likely not notice me. Even so, I go through the door, stop,
and have a look around, trying not to make eye contact. I hope that the ball
cap and large coat will keep me from getting noticed. The bar holds a weekday crowd, hanging on
each other like they never had a date before. I tighten my eyelids against the
smoke and make out four guys near the pool table, and what looks like a couple
of girls fetching drinks. I search for a seat beyond the table in the back, but
it seems like they’re all taken.
A guy bumps into me as I stand
here. I say excuse me, and he looks me in the face. “Hey, don’t I know you?” he
says.
“I don’t think so.” I make to turn
away.
“Yeah, you’re the sports hero who
lost all his money. I saw you on TV.”
“Naw, people always say stuff like
that. I’m not him, buddy; trust me.”
He gives me a puzzled look but
doesn’t want to push it, in case he has it wrong. I turn away and continue to
look for a seat.
Straight ahead lies the bar, and
it has a place right in the middle. I move in the direction of the empty place
and look over to the other side of the room. The tables look full of happy
drunks. Buckets of empties line the bar top, and the barmaid’s trying to sell
more. She doesn’t have much luck since most of these people just spent their
last five bucks on this outing. Upon making it to the stool, I hoist myself up
and lean on the bar.
“Hey, Greg,” Jerry says. “Whadda
you have?”
“Evening, Jerry. I’ll have a Gin
on the rocks with a water back.”
“Comin’ up.”
I like Jerry’s no-nonsense way of
handling things. He doesn’t like small talk and gets right to business. My eyes
smart from the smoke, and I wonder how Jerry gets away with letting people kill
themselves, when clearly, it’s not supposed to be allowed in this kind of
establishment.
“Here you go. Want me to run a
tab?”
“Yeah, I would appreciate that. I
intend to have another drink and then a burger.”
The guy who thinks he knows me
grabs my shoulder from behind. I almost fall off the stool.
“You’re Greg Petros, the big fund
manager. I knew I’d seen you on TV. You took a beautiful career in football and
ran it into the ground.”
Jerry leans over the bar and lays
his hand on the guy’s shoulder. “Move on, my friend. You made a mistake. This
guy is nobody. Go sit down and let me buy you a drink.”
“You sure? You called him Greg.”
“Yeah, I’m sure. Go get a table,
and I’ll send someone over.”
The guy looks at me one more time
but does as Jerry suggests. He believes Jerry’s wrong, but the idea of a free
drink lets him get away without losing face.
“Thanks. I didn’t mean for you to
have to jump in.”
“No problem. Gimme the high sign
when you're ready for another drink.”
“Will do. Thanks.”
“For you buddy, anything.”
I should mention that Jerry and I
go back aways. When I fell on hard times, he became the only one that seemed to
give a shit. I take a sip of my drink and wait for the burn in my throat, which
signals the good stuff. Here it comes. I take a swig of the water and almost
believe life is good. The Gin needs to get to the brain before making any
honest judgment.
While I wait for the warmth to go
from my stomach to my head, I check out the folks seated on either side of me.
They both have their backs turned to me and sit engrossed in some discussion
with their neighbor. I figure it's just as well since I don’t want to go
through that old “don’t I know you?” bullshit again. Also, I don’t figure on
staying the night, so no use in getting into any long discussions about life.
I look down at my drink and wonder
what will happen tomorrow. My daughter Constance wants to come and visit. She lives
in New York, and before all hell broke loose, we didn’t see each other often. I
missed her so much, and it seemed I had to beg her even to talk on the phone.
Now, it’s like she wants to be here every weekend. It's only an hour’s flight
by the shuttle or three by train, so she can come when she wants. I just can’t
figure out why she got so clingy. I have my troubles, but it doesn’t have
anything to do with her. No use in asking her husband, either. Though a nice
enough guy, I always wonder if he has someplace important to go when I visit.
He never sits still, and stays busy on the phone or at the computer. He makes a
good living, but it seems a person could take an hour to sit and talk. I’d
looked forward to some kind of relationship when he and Constance got married.
It’ll never happen with him.
When I take another pull at my
drink, I notice the burn feels less. It happens every time. First sip
initiation, I call it. It’s like the first puff of a cigarette, hits hard then,
after, nothing. I decide to let Constance pretty much have the agenda tomorrow.
She and I have not had a chance to talk about anything deep for a while. It
could just be that she blames me for her mother running off with that guy with
the house on the Hudson. He has a title, and the old gal couldn’t resist, but,
I think the daughter always felt I should have done something. Her mother’s
sleeping with another guy and what the hell can I do about that?
I’ll just go with the flow. If she
wants to go out, we will. If she wants to stay in, we can do that, too. I
better think about getting some food in the house. Of course, we can always
order take out. I need to move on to my drink and let this go. Tomorrow will be
what it is. I remember the day she was born. I looked down at her in my arms and
promised I would do anything for her. I love her more than life itself, and I
hope we can somehow get to the root of whatever’s wrong. She sounded strange on
the phone this morning, and I feel helpless to do anything about it. I hope she
opens up when she gets here.
For some reason, I feel tired.
Perhaps I’ll go ahead and finish my drink. Maybe I’ll just go home and forget
the burger. First, though, I’ll just shut my eyes for a minute. My hands feel
good when I put my head down.
“Hey, Greg,” Jerry says. I barely
hear him. “What’s the matter? You taking a nap? Greg?” I can feel him shake me,
but I have no interest in waking up. His voice gets further away, and I think
he says, “Oh my God, Sophie, call 911, quick.” Now the room goes silent.
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So sad and sweet. Wonderful story, John.
ReplyDeleteJohn did a wonderful job pulling us into his character. :-)
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